I am deeply sorry for your dilemma. Suicide is a permanate solution to a temparary problem. Do you have the means to take your own life? If you do you need to talk to a councelor or your Dr. he can give you medication to help you feel less depressed. How do I know? Ive been there myself, and the people I worked with noticed that I was not myself and helped me get help. Suicide affects more than just the person who does the act, think of your family Parents, siters, brthers. Its like throwing a stone in a pond all the ripples that spread out in a circular pattern. PLEASE! write me back I am willing to talk to you...