You sound like the kind of guy that a lot of women would love to have as a partner. Have you considered looking around at the women your age area that are single or divorced with kids. Often such a woman would be really glad to have a loving partner to help her out and, of course has a little guy around already with diapers, so she knows that they are no big deal. So, If you would make a good parent and can love and take care of any kid that belongs to a woman you love you should be able find someone in you town, mabey some one you know already.