Hi Chase, I know how you feel. I have an infection too. It hit Sunday night after I got home from church. Cranberry juice helps alot, it worked for me. I'm in diapers 24 hours a day with my infection, but I can't let it get me down. My prayer for both of us is that God will heal us of our infection, and glorify His magnificent name, amen. God loves you Chase, and He wants to be your Father, and He wants you to be His son. He understands how you feel and why you feel as you do. As Jesus Christ, God the Son, He was beaten so badly before He was hung on the Cross That you couln't even tell He has human. Isaiah called Him "a man of sorrows and aquainted with grief". I was 14 and going blind from glaucoma when I gave my heart to Jesus. He not only saved me from an eternal fiery Hell, but He also healed me! If you do not already know, there is no cure for glaucoma, aside from a recently introduced surgical procedure which was around then. Chase, give your heart to Jesus today! He might take away more than just your sin, "for all have sinned and come short of the glory of God" Rom. 3:23. He could take your infection too! The Bible says in Isaiah 53:5,"He was wounded for our trangressions, He was bruised for our iniquities, the chastisement of our peace was upon Him, AND WITH HIS STRIPES WE ARE HEALED"(emphasis mine). So there you have it, friend, The cure for your infection is faith in the shed Blood of Jesus Christ, the Son of God!