Oh I understand what your feeling are. you accpet the life the way I do samething. I care to wear goodnite underpant. if you live w/ roomate they should respect you what you have. I thou you are cutie no matter if you wear diaper all life. I had to wear same. well jeans seem fit me well regular jean. no people couldnt see my underpants. It great to fit to wear. What if i met a girl if I ask if i have plms they would understand the way i wear goodnite underpant? cuz women wear pad samething.