First of all, don't tell them that you have to wear diapers. Wait until the relationship starts to get a little more serious. By that time, he will love you enough not to care about what you wear. This way, you're more likely to find a man that loves you for who you are, not because you have wear diapers. Second, Don't mention your size to them. Your size doesn't makes a difference. Again, if he truly loves you, he's not going to care that you are smaller than an average woman. Finally, stop looking for love on the internet. Most of the people lurking out here are not what they seem. Get out somewhere so you can meet nice, single men face to face. Better yet, let your friends help you find someone, they usually know you better than anyone else and will not pick some loser or diaper fetish wierdo.