dont kill your self my girl friend has the same problem so I punched her dad anhit him until he cry'ed if you look at this page putta replie at bottem I am not a vilent person and my girl friend just died because of a drunk driver. so when ever you can just use the repli thinge at the top above your story P.S. You have my simpothies and dont kill your self yor life is in store fore so much more Hay what do ya know that rimded my mom was right I might just be a poet