Hey Jessica, If you want to talk about it on a daily basis then I'm your girl. I've been a diaper wearer off and on my whole life. I wore them everyday until I was 3&1/2. Then off and on after that. Honestly I'm here for you. I do have one question for you. Have you ever had to be changed by someone other than your parents? I have. I know what it feels like. I was so wet that I had to be changed by a boy at school(he was cute). Thank goodness only he knew about my diaper. Ever since that day we have become good friends.