Since you are still pretty little, let me suggest Luvs. They will fit u and will protect you. At first you may feel bulky, but you will sleep better at night. It's nothing to be ashamed of. Your mom may help you change and lay you down and you may not like that. It's ok. Try to use your diaper as underwear, like if you have to go to the bathroom try to go in the toilet. It will show how you are progressing and your mom or dad may decide if they want to continue diapering you. You may want to consider the calendar. I wish you luck in diapers, and trust me, they will help you!! Best wishes, xoxo Elizabeth