Do you mean that she makes you mess your diaper, and will not let you use the bathroom? So you are allowed to only go in your diaper and not a toilet? Why don't you sneak to the bathroom and use it if you can. But in a way your lucky, because no one really notices if you wet your diaper. I wish my mom would get me diapers for my day time wetting. Any advice on how i can get them for my self b\c i am not allowed